So on Dec 8 my husband and I were picked up from our hotel in San Diego and driven half an hour across the border to Tijuana, Mexico 🇲🇽
It was super easy. The Ambio taxi had a medical pass so they just waved us in and didn’t even check passports!
I’ve heard lots of stories of Tijuana but instead of seeing a city controlled by drug cartels, I saw a mostly normal town with Starbucks and Dominos! Soon we arrived at the house and were greeted by the Ambio team!
The first day was just a bunch of testing. They took blood and urine to run tests and did an EKG. They want to make sure you are not on any medications that could interact with ibogaine.
This was the problem because before you go to Mexico you have to stop taking ALL your normal medications and make sure they are out of your system! Because of this I was at my lowest point. I couldn’t stand, I couldn’t feed myself, I was still weak from the flu, and I had lost my voice…ayee it was a mess!
But I wanted to get better so I was going to try this!
That same night I received magnesium. This was given to prevent Torsades. Ibogaine in big doses is known to increase the QT interval – basically it can cause heart problems.
The next morning there was a ceremony where I threw my burn list in the fire
(list of all the things I wanted to get rid of) . Then I took the ibogaine pill 💊
While I was waiting for the medicine to start acting, they put me on a hospital bed in the house and connected me to telemetry to monitor my heart. A nurse was with me the entire time. I put my eye mask on and went to a different world…
So I’ve had never done anything like this! Never in a billion years would I think to take anything to mess with my head! But my brain is broken and maybe it needs to be messed with!
My first hallucination was very happy 😃
I was running through a grassy field to all my family members! Then it started getting weird.
People say that you see a slideshow of your life. I definitely saw a bunch of slides but all of them were EMPTY
NOT COOL
Here is an AI video of what I saw:
Next I saw a bunch of black circles that transformed into faces. I didnt recognize the faces except for one of my great grandfather, Sivarama Panicker (apparently he was famous)
Then I was just resting in the bed waiting for dinner. Some people feel nauseous and vomit but thankfully I didn’t!
So that was my ibogaine experience. The next day was just post testing and physical therapy!
NOTE: I underwent the Neuro protocol which is a lower dose, so the side effects were minimal.