Author:veenakutty

Was it a good decision to follow the medical advice of a taxi driver and go to Mexico for treatment with a psychedelic (ibogaine)? DRUMROLL, And the verdict is… 👍 YES! Definitely, yes. It has been 2 and a half months after the treatment, and I feel good! I don’t want to jinx it, but …
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So on Dec 8 my husband and I were picked up from our hotel in San Diego and driven half an hour across the border to Tijuana, Mexico 🇲🇽  It was super easy. The Ambio taxi had a medical pass so they just waved us in and didn’t even check passports! I’ve heard lots of …
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A lot has happened since I last updated this blog. Here’s a quick rundown. August 2025So I decided to forget about MS and enjoy my life! I went to Washington DC and saw friends and then spent the rest of the trip exploring monuments!But then something crazy happened.We went out to dinner and then my husband …
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I was supposed to start my next 100 days, but I have had a very bumpy road! So the past few months have been downhill. I keep bursting into tears wondering WHY ME?!!This sucks, I’m a 41 year old lady post-menopausal, wearing diapers, not walking, can barely brush my teeth, can’t swallow without choking… and …
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So my 100 Day Goal FAILED! But whatever, it took 11 missions before Neil Armstrong walked on the moon! That’s what I’m going to do too..well not exactly 😋 I’m going to WALK (just not on the moon). I hereby introduce WOW Missions  WOW stands for walking over wheels  So on WOW 1 Mission-I accomplished …
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It’s Day 10…ahh time is flying by! I’m figuring out how to get out of this wheelchair by using what makes sense in my own silly head and with the Neubie device  🤪  I’m basically thinking about my newborn nephew! The poor guy is currently lying on his back and staring at the ceiling…but soon …
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So this might be a ridiculous goal but I’m publishing it to get motivated and make it happen. 😋 I’m starting this goal today and each week I’ll tell you what exercises I do to get out of my wheelchair First I will tell you everything I did before starting this … Step 1: Acceptance This does …
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So I saw an urology PA for my bladder and one thing she said stuck with me…why are you NORMALIZING everything? Hehehe so why do I normalize things? I just want to enjoy life no matter what 😀 If I didn’t normalize things, I would go crazy! I mean I agree there is a fine …
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So I’ve been doing okay! But generally everything has been going on a downwards trend. I’ve decided I’m going to fix myself! I am not giving up until I get myself out of this wheelchair! But in the meantime… So every day I come up with a new theory:  I just figured out that a …
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I was slowly pushing my walker along and making my way to the bathroom, when I overheard my husband on the phon“It hasn’t been working for two weeks now!” he insisted. 🤔 Hmmm true I haven’t been walking properly for two weeks . “It’s done this before but then it started working again.”  Well , …
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